Doubts

JQ

It's just another day
Waking up with goals
Whether or not I'll achieve em
I just don't know
Fighting myself to believe em, hoping the strengths will grow
It's a constant battle, I try so hard not to show
'Cause you know,
They don't like that shit
If it ain't tough talk or money,
They don't like that shit
If it ain't drugs or fucking honeys,
They don't like that shit
Talk 'bout ya problem and worries,
They might like that shit
But go to far
Then your tongue, you better bite that shit
So I pour it out on the drums
'Cause they don't silence the shit
They pour life into it
Shed some light into it
Give you perspective, hope you respect it
No need, to buy into it
But just to understand
What's it's like to circle inside the mind of man
Who never really feels like he could ever stand a chance...
Whether at work or romance
Friendships or just plans
It's like a never ending trance
Legs tired from the dance
Spinning round like a fan
Back and forth like DAMN
(I don't even got space for anything else)
(My mind's too full)

Oh
Oh no
Doubts don't seem to get away from me
Wish they would escape from me
But,
No
Doubts won't go
They just don't seem to get away from me
I wish they would escape from me

Can't even make decisions
Contemplate em, try and make 'em with precision
Tryin so hard to execute a vision
I can't see
That don't even belong to me
But in my mind it exists
That in their mind it persists
And it's my job, to derive
And figure out, what it is
And if I don't then I failed
So then the doubt just prevails
Covers my eyes like a veil
Makes it blurry and puts everything at distance
Immediately met now, by my own resistance
And I know this
So I try my hardest to remain persistent
And in my toughest times, pray up to the one that's risen
Hoping for forgiveness
For anything I've done in my past
That might've put me on this path
Of feeling trapped
In this lab
Where it's black
And any operation outside of that,
You get attacked
Shit is wack
'Cause you boxed me in
And now I box me in
Tryna escape the ring
By not worrying myself too much about what you think
'Cause every ship I set sail seems like it'll sink
Crash into another thought, maybe push me to the brink
(Ughh, it's exhausting)

Oh
Oh no
Doubts don't seem to get away from me
Wish they would escape from me
Oh
Oh no
Doubts don't seem to get away from me
Wish they would escape from me
But,
No
Doubts won't go
They just don't seem to get away from me
I wish they would escape from me, me

(You have to let it out)
('Cause you're not letting it come out)
(Most of it has to do with expectations)
(Those boxes are expectations)
(We're confined to these expectations)
('Cause they literally put you in a box)



Credits
Writer(s): Josue A Quinones
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