Mean

He came home and I saw it
Through those gray sweatpants
And he went wild up inside
His woodland head
I was running through the brush
Till he chased me down
And he ripped out my organs
Buried me in the ground

Strewn my insides out
Across the forest floor
He devoured it all
For the moonlit whore
In the morning I awoke
To a bed of cum
Then when I asked him where he went
He said "boy shut the fuck up"

You're so mean
But I love it
And you'd even make me put out
On the living room carpet
Rug burn on my knees
You took me back to the wild
Eyes like a coyote
Spit up with black bile
And I clean up
For you after
Wipe the blood off your mouth
And have a bath in black water
All my friends are mad
That I didn't care
When you destroyed my trust
And you took me there

Dressed in your Sunday best
You take it out at the table
And at your parents house
It was nothing but stable
You're waiting in the bathroom
So you call out louder
Say "boy come right over
I'll make you dinner after"
I'll wear this necklace of
All the lies that you told me
All of my sick thoughts
Are lined on the balcony
Knew the city would forget
Once I'm done and dead
And now I'm layed down
It's all smeared in the bed

You're so mean
But I take it
I'd do anything for you
Even when I fake it
Rugburn on my arms
When I pull you back home
Back from the red light
Back from the hellhole
I clean up
And I makeshift
A little bottle of paint thinner
Won't kill me will it
So I stayed up in the midnight
In the darkest hour
In the morning you come home
In your hand is a flower

You're so mean
But I loved it
You called out to the poachers
In the bleeding forest
Now there's an empty apartment
Up on Springbank Drive
Abandoned and dead
It forgot both our lives
You're so mean
No I hate it
No matter how much I clean
The dirty body I live in
Will never be the same
Since you used me for your
Your power, and your pleasure
And I'll always be a whore

You're so mean
But I love it
And you'd even make me put out
On the living room carpet
Rug burn on my knees
You took me back to the wild
Eyes like a coyote
Spit up with black bile
And I clean up
For you after
Wipe the blood off your mouth
And have a bath in black water
All my friends are mad
That I didn't care
When you destroyed my trust
And you took me there

You're so mean
And you love it
If I wasn't in the picture
Another boy on his knees
And you told your friends you loved me
Out on K's birthday
And now that's something else
I wish I never heard you say
You had it
But you kept me
So you could fuck me when you were home
But your pocket had two keys
I knew all of your secrets
Blame my mental health
So now I'll jump off the Blackfriars
And I'll kill myself