Berkshire-Wonderland Apartment Complex

You were the worst thing
That's ever happened to me
And I hate God each day
For what he's given to me

I feel bugs crawling
Under my skin
It's the last remnant
Of your fingers digging

I wish I could erase you
From all of my dreams
But you always are inside of them
And inside of me

And now nobody's there
At Berkshire Wonderland
That apartment is empty
It forgot what we had

And now nothing is the same anymore
And now no one believes me
And I'm left wandering
Down back to where you and I were

You want me to die
You want me to die
You want me to die
You want me to die
You want me to die
You want me to die
You want me to die
You want me to die

I have nobody, I have no one

I don't want to be alive anymore
It's so fucking difficult
And I feel like
I have to jump through hoops to do anything
I just wish I could have had a normal life
And not have to deal with all of this shit
Cause I can't even work now
I just wanna be happy
And I feel like I can't have that
And it feels like nobody gives a shit about me
And I have nobody
And I have nobody to relate to
And all it's gonna be, is just
Me scraping by, with barely any money
And everyone getting mad at me
Because, I can't do anything right
And everything freaks me out
And everything makes me scared
I just know that one day I'm gonna kill myself
And it's not fair
I don't know what I deserve, to get all this
But it's not fair