October 28th, 2016

The room went into a numbing and calming state
It was so thunderously loud
I see the fragility on your face
Time is irrelevant; I looked down
We lock eyes, its slow motion
My heart pounds violently and
Temptation crashes the shore of the ocean
I can't believe this is happening
My love, I'm sorry. no control of emotions
Nothing is real, I'm lost in this new world
No sense of thought and devotion
This is happening, I'm going in
She is leaning too. How can it be stopped?
Where is my strength?
My rectitude is dissipating each day, it's being chopped

God, I'm so disgusting, so heartless
Wrecked, there is no excuse for what happened
Come on, fight the urge
This isn't right. My heart has sank, it's blackened
Everything I stand for is now insignificant
I'm betraying you, violating myself
Leave me! Kill me!
I ruined you!
I see our picture fading from the shelf
Our lips hug, it's over
I fell for her warmth and lusted over her beauty
I gave in and all I could feel
Was your soul disintegrate into everlasting pieces
I'd be lying if it didn't feel good, yet scary
And now I'm yours, but my self hatred only increases



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Writer(s): Javier Kell
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