Stella

It was painfully cold
Piercing away feeling on my cheeks and fingertips
Apprehensive scenarios tensing
My body as I stood frozen in dread
This is wrong, so wrong
I've fragmented my principals. How will I move ahead?

Currently I'm rewinding the shame filled lectures
I received from my disappointed mother
In that moment I thought of
My ex's, family or a potential child, a daughter
I've become what I was raised to despise
And now there's no turning back
Here's another experience to
Spew hypocritical arguments when meeting new people
It seems my views are situational
And opinions, beliefs, hope and heart is what I lack
"I'm here." Message sent
I sit in a lobby of sorts, my blood boiling, anticipating
What happened next is unambiguously
A memory I overly complicated based off an emotional wreck

Don't fret, dollface, it's okay

My nerves soothed in the elevator
Allowing morality to be submerged
The kindness, warmth, had me reassured
My thoughts and feelings were heard
Popped open two beers, sat on the sofa
She smiled and I could not even assimilate
Before I could grasp reality
Things went smoothly and our conversation flourished
From traveling, jobs, cats, music
Past struggles, current ones and how life has me discouraged
My break up didn't upset the mood
Her heartfelt words were slick as a guitarists
Took my hand, guided me to the bedroom
She got more comfortable and I'm embarrassed
Her nourishing behavior put me at ease
And now my clothes were slowly removed
The alluring scent, her trenchant blue eyes
I melted and so bodily worship ensued

Don't fret, dollface, it's okay
Don't fret, dollface, it's okay

Each time I'm wrapped in her voluptuous affection
My darkness drifts away
The tightness of her skin
Pressed against mine as these dances have us sway
I just miss lying next to this being
Who made anything worth her presence
No condescending, patronizing expressions
Just compassionate attention of my imbalance
You remind me of myself
I ask if she's producing illusions
For the sake of humoring
No. I mean it. You're a baby, you have a whole life to live
I'm only wondering
The idea of seeing you as a friend has potential
I hate to ask for something sequential
The serene hug was far more powerful than your kiss
For the best I'm dismissed
I travel to the uncanny moment
Where we're dressed in only our incarnation
Empty bottles, lying still in emotions
I adore your entrance that I really miss



Credits
Writer(s): 0, Javier Kell
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