Nowhere To Go

Lost in my thoughts with no encouragement to move ahead
Mindset on getting more comfortable with living on the edge
I'm insecure with violent feelings that are out of control
After my innocent, little heart turned black from being exposed
I'm feeling cold while depressed enough to put myself to rest
More paranoid than I was when I was diagnosed with the stress
Where do I go to unwind, If the world is filled with so much crime?
Jealousy from the evil slimes, plotting schemes behind me
My trust would turn to dust and got secured away
I lost my happiness for sadness to lure me into building rage
My psycho demons would ambush me in the cage
Reason why I have no choice but to push the strangers away
But still I remain J and on the moves to get paid
On down this road "all by my lonesome" but real will remain
Inside my blood until I'm dead and gone, under the dirt
This world is cursed for us to suffer while it gets even worse
My heart is hurt inside an shell, about to crack into tears
Staring at this life 'before I disappear back to my fears
Exploiting feelings that I couldn't control
I'm feeling lost and exposed with nowhere to go

I'm stuck on E, going no-where
My tank is low, oh
Ooo, I got nowhere to go

Stuck in delusion while my brain is going sideways
Foot on the gas, as I mash from my past on the highway
With racing thoughts to feel the pain, as an fiend, eternally
Cause I've been insane since I was thirteen, full of dreams
Now it seems unfit for me to live while I'm ill
Spending money on pills, then I end up broke when it's time to pay the bills
I'm in love with pain to elope with it's bliss
After I choke on it's tricks and taste the dose of hopelessness
Feeling stuck to exist, where do I go?
How do I motivate my brain that's suicidal?
Hell if I know, as the beginning of my rage
Makes me spin in an daze while I live on minimum wage
I'm crazed with plenty ammunition in store
To shoot my problems on expenses that would leave me poor
Can't take no more and if I snap, would anyone tell for sure?
Success is limited for more of us to grow to be an failure
I'm torn 'mentally and broken 'physically
My brain is damaged like an broken record "stuck on stupidity"
Will I fold while I walk down this road?
Cause I'm feeling lost and exposed with nowhere to go

I'm stuck on E, going no where
My tank is low, oh
Ooo, I got nowhere to go

God put us here to live but I would rather live with him in heaven
I feel lost and battered in this crooked society
We rely on money to allow us to survive and that's what defines evilness
We are trapped and this is the devil's playground
Peace and happiness is what life should be about
We shouldn't have to suffer in God's greatest creation, which is earth
His beautiful world is being controlled by devils that want to corrupt, kill, and destroy What was created
I don't consider this life
I consider this existence to be the complete opposite of what should be the true meaning Of life
We are indeed doomed and we must be prepared for the outcomes that arise
We have nowhere to go in this lifetime until things change
But nothing will ever change until "we", as people change and change the world for the Better, ya heard?