Every Minute My Tears

Every minute my tears
As they fall down
Can't control 'em
It's uncontrollable
Every minute my tears, as they fall
Feel my pain?
It's every minute of 'em

Every minute goes my tears building up, as they fall
Onto my happiness to drown it in the devil's waterfall
My brain is on a timer to encourage me to fall
Till pain finally destroys me once and for all
You die once but have to live through hell so many times
Like being forced to die, way before your dreams can unwind
Time is ticking and I'm yet to find a life to recline on
I'm cursed to see my future burn in flames to shine on
My soul in peace, after my body's deceased
No more pain shall I have to suffer, no one cares to see
It's lethal performance that it smothers on me
It's free to spread love but not according to society
It cost a fortune with fees and they wait 'till death completes it's mission
They judge without knowing what it's like to be in your position
But only lord knows when it's time for you to disappear
But before my time appears, "It's every minute my tears"

My time is spent on wasted tears
My life is running low
Until it's time for me to go

I'm lost inside my own despair
I'm crying nice and slow, oh, oh
Every minute my tears fall
Oh, every night my tears fall

I'm stressing, on top of dealing with this lethal depression
I'm going bankrupt from paying off my evil confessions
Voices screaming in my head, spinning me in directions
Till my vision sees black and I'm on another dimension
My eyes are teary from when they were baptized in water
By satan, now I have to suffer with a moody disorder
Invisible in this world for no one to ever know me
No way to stop tears when they fall, uncontrollably
And you're left to drown in the misery and gloominess
Dear God, "Is it worth to keep existing in this madness?"
Take me away from the feeling of hopelessness
Am I cursed until I die? or am I close to dismiss
All this built up anger that was in me for years?
Felt dead enough to sleep at a cemetery without the fear
The worst feeling in the world is feeling like no one cares about you
Or your condition that is highly severe
Extremely focused on rocking solo cause no one was there
Through all my terrible moments in this life that isn't fair
But only lord knows when it's time for you to disappear
But until my time appears, "It's every minute my tears"

My time is spent on wasted tears
My life is running low
Until it's time for me to go

I'm lost inside my own despair
I'm crying nice and slow, oh, oh
Every minute my tears fall
Oh, every night my tears fall