Mirror
Started from the bottom now I'm walking towards hell
Life's like the autumn now everything just fell
S*icide and d*pression that is in my shell
Can't break out of it head's become jail
I'm Slave to my thoughts my brain's full of rot
My Name is always brought with this shame I got
Still same as I was all the pain that I caused
I Became dirty fogg it's better if I'm off
I'm a lying sh-t forget what you heard
Never good for anyone I'm a piece of dirt
Cursed what I touch don't know how it works
Lost all I loved I'm good with toxic words
Even if in pieces the peace is what I'm seekin'
And for many reasons this guilt that is deep in
My head is my prison and it is just stinking
Free me with beheading and this is my the end
Ever since you left my side this is what I'm going through
Something is dragging me taking my soul too
You weren't like this I miss the old you
Begged you to stay I wished to hold you
You walked away darkness came nearer
Having you with me things were clearer
Who's gonna save me you were my hero
Tell me why you disappeared from that f-ing mirror
What you f*ers know about what I go through?
Expect me to be strong man I'm no goku
Reliving my past reliving the whole truth
Why my brain does this it rips my soul too
S*icide on my mind all the time don't know why
Tonight I'll get high I may fall I may die
Hit the floor 2 times good bye to my life
Stabbed myself to death how am I still alive
Not easy to explain things in my brain!
Kamikaze shots became my new friend
High in my lows with my Mary Jane
But she isn't helping now I need some cane
Can't escape this misery it's never-ending loop
Just trying to be okay and I'm pretending to be good
Taking 2 more shots then I'm a friendly dude
Y'all got some real smiles I really envy you!
Ever since you left my side this is what I'm going through
Something is dragging me taking my soul too
You weren't like this I miss the old you
Begged you to stay I wished to hold you
You walked away darkness came nearer
Having you with me things were clearer
Who's gonna save me you were my hero
Tell me why you disappeared from that f*ing mirror
Whole life been accused doubted and blamed
You say you understand but all you same
Tell me why? Y'all just drove me insane
Y'all are the reason I am in these flames
Life or death I don't understand this no more
Not feeling thing when I'm smashing a w*ore
Don't know what to do I didn't plan this before
Killer Instinct gone now I'm trash n I'm bored
I wish to take my life when I see the knife
Too much guilt inside it's hard to survive
Full dead inside I can not be revived
Blame as you like I'm ending me tonight
Living a lie hiding emotions inside
Going with this life reality denied
Autopilot mode using bots to feel alive
Voices took over now they rule whole life
Ever since you left my side this is what I'm going through
Something is dragging me taking my soul too
You weren't like this I miss the old you
Begged you to stay I wished to hold you
You walked away darkness came nearer
Having you with me things were clearer
Who's gonna save me you were my hero
Tell me why you disappeared from that f*ing mirror
Life's like the autumn now everything just fell
S*icide and d*pression that is in my shell
Can't break out of it head's become jail
I'm Slave to my thoughts my brain's full of rot
My Name is always brought with this shame I got
Still same as I was all the pain that I caused
I Became dirty fogg it's better if I'm off
I'm a lying sh-t forget what you heard
Never good for anyone I'm a piece of dirt
Cursed what I touch don't know how it works
Lost all I loved I'm good with toxic words
Even if in pieces the peace is what I'm seekin'
And for many reasons this guilt that is deep in
My head is my prison and it is just stinking
Free me with beheading and this is my the end
Ever since you left my side this is what I'm going through
Something is dragging me taking my soul too
You weren't like this I miss the old you
Begged you to stay I wished to hold you
You walked away darkness came nearer
Having you with me things were clearer
Who's gonna save me you were my hero
Tell me why you disappeared from that f-ing mirror
What you f*ers know about what I go through?
Expect me to be strong man I'm no goku
Reliving my past reliving the whole truth
Why my brain does this it rips my soul too
S*icide on my mind all the time don't know why
Tonight I'll get high I may fall I may die
Hit the floor 2 times good bye to my life
Stabbed myself to death how am I still alive
Not easy to explain things in my brain!
Kamikaze shots became my new friend
High in my lows with my Mary Jane
But she isn't helping now I need some cane
Can't escape this misery it's never-ending loop
Just trying to be okay and I'm pretending to be good
Taking 2 more shots then I'm a friendly dude
Y'all got some real smiles I really envy you!
Ever since you left my side this is what I'm going through
Something is dragging me taking my soul too
You weren't like this I miss the old you
Begged you to stay I wished to hold you
You walked away darkness came nearer
Having you with me things were clearer
Who's gonna save me you were my hero
Tell me why you disappeared from that f*ing mirror
Whole life been accused doubted and blamed
You say you understand but all you same
Tell me why? Y'all just drove me insane
Y'all are the reason I am in these flames
Life or death I don't understand this no more
Not feeling thing when I'm smashing a w*ore
Don't know what to do I didn't plan this before
Killer Instinct gone now I'm trash n I'm bored
I wish to take my life when I see the knife
Too much guilt inside it's hard to survive
Full dead inside I can not be revived
Blame as you like I'm ending me tonight
Living a lie hiding emotions inside
Going with this life reality denied
Autopilot mode using bots to feel alive
Voices took over now they rule whole life
Ever since you left my side this is what I'm going through
Something is dragging me taking my soul too
You weren't like this I miss the old you
Begged you to stay I wished to hold you
You walked away darkness came nearer
Having you with me things were clearer
Who's gonna save me you were my hero
Tell me why you disappeared from that f*ing mirror
Credits
Writer(s): Sujit Gaikwad
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