Addiction Or Love?

9 shots in my body, now I feel right
When I'm in the wrong, you make me feel alright
You're not a disease they don't know you right
Smile on my face they don't know what it's like
They call you addiction, I call you my love
They say stay away and I take another one
All of them tried you but no one really tough
They say they love but you know they just bluff
You're a fine bottle, I need to try you, hold up
You keep getting finer, as you're getting older
As you're getting older, more you kick me harder
You're the best babe, you make my voices louder
You make me feel good while you kill me
I take another dose and I'm still me
You messing me up, start filming
If I'm getting empty, come and fill me (you feel me?)
Addiction or love?
This is it? I don't know
I've been used and I've been thrown
You wanna die? Come along
You're not a disease, you just spread happiness
You get people dancing everyone with a laughing face
Barely my eyes open, even in that state
I'll still be there for you, with chips in my plate
Flowing through my veins it became a habit, yes
Loyal to you, you help me in my tragic state
Damn body great, put it to my face
Let me have a whole of you in a fraction wait!
Can finish in one sip, let's get done quick
No one will know this fun thing
This is between us it's our fun thing
Get another bottle, my heart is pumping
Is this your mood swing oh that's something
Toxicity high, oh damn I'm jumping
I was out of love, nothing was worth it
But then I had you, poison when thirsty
Addiction or love?
This is it? I don't know
I've been used and I've been thrown
You wanna die? Come along