Walk Alone

Ever since I was a kid, felt like I'm a little bit
Stupid shit
Different breed, different needs, different me
Don't know what I did, hated for every deed
Based on the stupid needs
They hated me(hated me hated me)
No matter what I did, how much I bleed
People be killing me, now they see villain free
Don't know what should I be calling it bro
They treated my life like politics show
Cheap ass people whose quality's low
My life matters they calling it joke!
How the fuck do I not get mad
Over the fact they took all I had
Left me with just pen and pad
Sending regards? No take them back
They took my throne and took my home
Always treated me like I don't belong
Never had anyone, except the songs
Mind full of anger, expect the bomb
Stuck in hell, it became my home
Best lyrics came out when in that zone
I became stronger on my own
This is the reason why I walk alone
Please help me god, I'm being retard
To hurt me more, I need the sword
It is my road, I chose before
My voices tore, my vocal chords
I am wrong, let me be alone
I like my home, an abusive zone
I love this song, of broken bones
You've come to roam, you're on your own
Mind be raging, beast not changing
Chainsaw ready, brains off lady
No longer waiting, it's massacre baby
Living with this head, nobody wants me
Past is a ghost, it still haunts me
Nobody gets me, they're just taunting
Edit this memory, please call Ronky
Too many flashbacks, I cannot wrap that
Demon attacks and I cannot clap back
Dream unattached and I cannot rap back
Only alcohol inside of my backpack
No self-control, my mind is defying me
I'll get no saving, I am a dying breed
Voices are turning me into a violent thing
Too many regrets, I carry them silently
I changed ever since you chained me
Your selfishness has drained me
My social life, it is just ending
No one is real, all pretending
Alone around people, don't blame me
10 years, I'm the same me
Sad but I'm better on my own
This is the reason why I walk alone