Family Court

God where are you
And why are you letting this happen
Caught in this cycle, this wheel
Are you taking my son from me so I can know how you feel
Is this court system even real
How are men getting such a raw deal everyday in family court with no appeal
They attack me till my skin literally peels. I'm tired of being bullied under their heels
I'm only guilty of wanting to be a father to my son and feed him a couple meals
At your feet i kneel, my heart you steal but sometimes I think your heart must be steel
I feel my chest and it's still

I want to follow you so bad and let go of my will
But I'm hollow and sad and depression kills till I want to beg my therapist for pills
But my friend told me theyll only make me more ill
As my anxiety spills racing thoughts to my mind
Like bills, and, tills, and every other responsibility I blow off and so i still come up nil
Happiest days of my life end in an empty hole to fill
Like I'm sawed open with a dull knife
Sposed to be my wife but caused me so much strife
So, cold now she used to be so nice
But forget her
I'm not goin on that subject honestly
I kinda got trapped by her it's my ex ex that still bothers me
But taking my baby thats why you both got to meet the father in me
Still the girl I have the most respect for in the world
Besides my Mom and my sister is the best artist by the sea in hb
Thats huntington beach
Calling what shes done the past few years anything less than a masterpiece is a reach
Much more impressive than someone going to school for 10 years to teach
And preach the same rhetoric that stained our country like bleach
Plus she has a plumber peach and beautiful speech
And while at this moment my top 3 are out of reach it gives me hope as I ponder each
My Dad's sad to see what this ordeal has turned me into
Says I don't seem like the person i used to be after everything I've been through
I'm not the same I'm stronger Dad
Im getting through being sad after court on the 11th I won't feel so bad
But if I'm being honest Never knew it would be cold, dark, and windy following Jesus
And I'm going through a storm and I know you see this
Slippery as a wet road where the grease is
Basically if I dont do whatever she pleases
I just lose anyway
Like nothing ever changed
This system is prearranged
Men are legally shortchanged, its basically deranged
If you've Never been to family court stay estranged
Plot a course down range or take a plane
Having a kid can turn into losing every dang thang
In court with the girl you used to bang
And her lawyer acting like they found ya at the needle exchange
Allow me to explain
Judges are tasks with terrible situation to tame
It makes them tough to blame
But temporary no contact orders in between court dates is insane
By the time you learn how this system works
And get an attorney your broke from css's games
As her attorney defames your left to proclaim innocence but they hit every vein
Accusing you of crazy things to get in the judges brain
Its a chess game and its rigged to leave you pennyless see
Not like not passing go in monopoly your case is presented slopily
And even if you pay those attorney fees
Attorneys be as about as helpful as a fake plan b on pregnancy
For a male you have to just keep going back periodically
It could've been worked out between mom n me
But racks your in at least 30 and 5 of it is comin from me
At least you're getting some help I had to pay my attorney with money
That I made with my company
Guess your lucky that your parents finally got some money
But what they choose to spend it on is just funny to me
Remembering when you were honey to me
By the beach
And now I hang with a girl in huntington beach
I'm bound to be a starving artist and your bound to teach
To each their each
But lets leave family court in the rearview as the tires screech