Sometime Soon

Yet another evening that's lost in thought
And still I'm no further than I was before
Going around and around all the little bits
Deep down 'till I found what it really is
Sick of how limited I am
When there's so many different things to understand
And I wish I would think that it isn't in my hands
But I know that it's far from being finished where it stands
It comes down to nothing huge
Simply finding out just what to do
Thinking out loud without a clue
But in the end it will be the starting point of something new
I need a vision for the future
To make decisions on where I will be
And if I want it to go smoother
I need to be cool with my mind at peace

And now I'm thinking 'round the clock
With no sign of it to stop
Not admitting that I'm stuck
Hoping somehow all will miraculously disappear
Cause I have no ideas
But on the inside I'm glad that I don't have to move
Just as long as I can claim I don't know what to do
Knowing sometime soon I will have to make it go away
But maybe that can wait

Everyday I don't do anything about it
I give it time to grow bigger than I found it
Why did I put it off for so long
When all that it did was make me stop to go on
Pissed off with how little I feel able to do
I know it's me but I hate that it's true
I'm explaining to myself why I'm not making a move
And I wish I could just take it all and blame it on you
I just want it to be done
Back to before it's all begun
Looking for causes for this run
But I have a feeling that I'm gonna have some trouble finding one
I need some courage and some dreaming
To get over the hurdles that I currently believe in
I know that issues flourish when I leave them
But solving them is harder than to worry through the evening

And now I'm thinking 'round the clock
With no sign of it to stop
Not admitting that I'm stuck
Hoping somehow all will miraculously disappear
Cause I have no ideas
But on the inside I'm glad that I don't have to move
Just as long as I can claim I don't know what to do
Knowing sometime soon I will have to make it go away
But maybe that can wait

And now I'm thinking 'round the clock
With no sign of it to stop
Not admitting that I'm stuck
Hoping somehow all will miraculously disappear
Cause I have no ideas
But on the inside I'm glad that I don't have to move
Just as long as I can claim I don't know what to do
Knowing sometime soon I will have to make it go away
But maybe that can wait