Said and Done

I thought nothing ever changed really
Same thoughts still tormenting my mind
Easy to keep up and you stay busy
So you don't notice the time fly by
Just let it be and then hide in it
You don't need to see what it might have been
There's plenty right here I can fight against
Run things on repeat time and time again
And I've gotten so used to it I don't wanna ruin it now
At least I'll know what to do when there's nothing unusual around
But now it doesn't really hurt lately
And I am running out of words lately
Maybe I made it through the worst safely
Cause I don't wanna talk about it anymore

Once it's all said and done
And all these troubles went away
I'll be back where I begun
Where I don't know what to do with all this space

I thought once you're out of it you feel better
Life can only be light with the weight gone
I can't wait to make these efforts be pleasure
But for now there are things I should take on
Who will I be when the anger's left
When so much of me seems to stand on it
And I feel like I need to remember that
I'm just here to see what the answer is
But I've gotten so used to it it's really hard to allow
I don't know what I'm doing and still try to figure it out
So now that I ran out of things to say
There's still what I am being in my way
Won't wait 'til I think that it is okay
And I don't have to talk about it anymore

Once it's all said and done
And all these troubles went away
I'll be back where I begun
Where I don't know what to do with all this space
Have to find out just what I want
To not let it all go to waste
Spent a long time holding on
Who knew it would be so hard to replace

Who knew it would be so hard to replace
Who knew it would be so hard to replace

Who knew, who knew, who knew, who knew, who knew
Who knew it would be so hard to replace
Who knew, who knew, who knew, who knew, who knew
Who knew it would be so hard to replace