Control

I know that I will get to a point eventually
Where everything adds up and stops confusing me
Where every decision I made shows it's value
I wish I was there already sometimes
If I knew where all of this goes what would I do
Would I still try to go and make something move
Would it even be the same if I'm not scared to fail
I'm glad I'm not there already sometimes
Right now the uncertainty keeps me awake
Every time I realise what is at stake
Every decision I make seems important
Even though it turned out alright so far
So i find myself looking for other ways
How to keep my faith without being afraid
Because sometimes all the weight seems enormous
Maybe I'll find an answer in your arms

I wish I was strong enough to let go
Calm enough to rest and wait
I don't think I'm doing good to my soul
Every time I speculate
Whatever may come I don't need to know
To try my best anyway
I just want to lose the need to control
Cause I know it's best that way

I don't know why I feel the need for strategies
Trying to solve things impossible to see
When there will always be a limit to my thinking
No matter how smart I wish I was
If I knew what I had to do I wouldn't wait
No looking back cause I'd be on my way
I wish I wouldn't need to know to get going
I wish I had a way to make the thinking stop
If I was sure enough to let it be
And open up to other possibilities
Only then I'd have a chance to go further
Than the limits I have set up for myself
I want to dare to dream and to believe
But I know that it's not as easy as it seems
And even if I know that it's up to me
I think that your hand in mine might help

I wish I was strong enough to let go
Calm enough to rest and wait
I don't think I'm doing good to my soul
Every time I speculate
Whatever may come I don't need to know
To try my best anyway
I just want to lose the need to control
Cause I know it's best that way

I wish I was strong enough to let go
Calm enough to rest and wait
I don't think I'm doing good to my soul
Every time I speculate
Whatever may come I don't need to know
To try my best anyway
I just want to lose the need to control
Cause I know it's best that way



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Writer(s): Emil Mosner
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